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It’s All Tears
Chapter One
Rushing out the door, I shoved my key in the lock and took off to my car. I threw my plaid purse in the passenger seat before starting her up. My heart was beating against my chest. I couldn’t wait for the show tonight. I’ve been to countless shows. Being that my band played there a lot, I knew a lot of the staff at the club, which could pay off tonight. I hoped.
I stopped in front of the house just a couple blocks down from mine. Gage ran down the driveway in his socks, carrying a duffle bag and his platform boots. He was a question mark to most people, but he is one of my best friends. I’ve known him since I was in grade school. I remember watching as the other boys threw rocks at him in the middle of the playground just because he was different. It wasn’t until our freshmen year in high school that he told me he was homosexual. He was the bassist in my band.
"Is your bitch Clyde coming?" I asked as he tossed my purse to the floor of the car and hopped in.
"No, he has to work." He answered, closing the door. Gage was an average height, fairly skinny, and has shoulder length blonde hair that has blue tips in the front.
"So, it’s just you and I." I smiled. I couldn’t remember the last time it was just he and I at a show.
He shoved his boots on, before taking a look at me. "Damn, Ly-Ly, the pink and black looks sick. It turned out awesome. It makes your eyes look florescent green." He shook his head, "I should make you pay me for doing your hair so damn much."
I laughed, "Like that’ll ever happen."
It was only five o’clock when we reached the club. I parked in my reserved parking spot I had set up weeks ago, just behind the club. Fixing my bangs in the rear-view mirror I asked, "Do I look ok?"
"Damn sexy, babe." He said opening his door.
I stepped out of the car, putting on my sunglasses. I wore my converse as always, along with a pair of tight black jeans and a white and black striped tank top.
He threw his arm around my neck as we made our way along the line, stopping to great familiars at the club that knew of my band. All the way to the front we went, stopping just before Tony, who was on guard duty.
"Just as expected . . . Evening, Ly-Ly." Tony’s heavy voice roared. He was large man, and his baldhead reflected the hot October sun.
I smiled, "Of course, babe."
He blushed, as always. "Don’t start trouble this time." He said before opening the gate to let me in.
I laughed, "Then don’t let anyone grab my tit this time, babe." I yelled as I was already in the courtyard.
Alex stood just by the door to the club, smoking a cigarette. He was younger than more of the staff, and the only one that knew my real name. "Hey, Lyla." He said waving. "Gage, what’s up?" He asked, giving Gage his manly handshake. "Nice playing the other night, dude."
The door closed behind us as we made our way straight to the bar. The place full of security and crews finishing up a last minute setting up.
"Jimmy!" I yelled, as we sat on a stool.
The tall man behind the counter turned around, throwing up his arms, "Ly-Ly!" He reached for a hug over the counter as best he could. Jimmy was gorgeous, with very long dark-brown hair that went half way down his back. He was tan and thin. I had a tiny crush on him, but it was useless since he was Gage’s ex. "How’ve you been, girly?" He said, handing me a beer.
"What? No hello to me you dick?" Gage interrupted.
I looked at Gage, "Don’t start, babe."
Jimmy merely glanced at Gage and back to me. "So when’s the next DTS’s show?"
"What’s DTS?" A dark foreign voice asked, as it sat on the stool to my left.
I turned to look who it was, before my mouth flew open. "Holy-shit"
The Finnish beauty smiled, "Evening. You must be… I forgot the name. I saw the photos in the back, and this young man here speaks very highly of you." He said reaching his hand out, after pointing to Jimmy.
"Ly-Ly." I laughed, shaking his hand, totally blushing. He was even more stunning in person, I thought to myself.
"I’m Ville, although judging by the tattoo on your back, you already know that." He laughed, before adding, "Ly-Ly. That must be short for something?"
Jimmy and Gage laughed, knowing it was a long shot to ask me that. They quickly grew their own conversation.
I half-smiled before I added, "Not many know what that is."
Ville’s eyebrows went north, "Why is that?"
"I have my reasons."
"Very well." Ville nodded his head. "So, you haven’t answered my question yet."
I smiled, "You have asked a number of questions, which one?"
"What is DTS? I see it all over the walls here. I gather it’s a band. Is it yours?
I nodded, "Yes, well it’s not mine, but yes." I answered, before pointing to the tattoo on the side of my neck. It was a star with a tear halfway down the middle. "Destroy the Star."
"Interesting." He replied, before putting his cigarette out in the ashtray on the counter. "Well, it was a pleasure meeting you. I presume I will see you after the show." He winked before walking off and disappearing among the crew scattered about.
- Location:computer room
- Music:faith hill (ewwww)
A Fan Fiction
Chap.4
He looked into my eyes, and I swear he must've read my mind. "Nervous babe?" he asked me. I shook my head yes and he replied "I thought so. Don't worry babe. You're awesome and they'll be fine. You shouldn't worry so much" I smiled in spite of myself. He gave me a kiss on the cheek, and I was ready. I felt fearless. Nothing could stop the invincible me!! Yet again our hands intwined, and we walked downstairs. Everyone was crowded around the pirate bar talking on Vito. They were shouting stupid random phrases. Obviously drunk.Bam caught everybody's attention by saying "Eww Vito, you still have that minghagin' ass toe?" Vito just yelled some sort of gibberish reply, which I translated into a "yes". Everyone finally noticed I was there. I guess they weren't surpised of my presence. Novak came towards us, and handed Bam a beer. He turned towards me, and asked "One for you, pretty lady?"I nodded. Novak and the group seemed happy. All of his friends were there. Novak, Dunn, Glomb, Dico, Raab, and Rake. At some point Bam moved the party upstairs, and we were sitting on the black leather couch. Everyone was relaxing, talking and drinking their beers. The sound of my phone ringing from inside my pocket disturbed our conversation. I took it out, read the screen and flipped it open."Hello?" I said into the phone. The sudden sound of Faith's voice surprised me. "Bobert? Bobert, where the hell are you? I haven't seen you since the club last night! You just disappeared!" At that point the phone was a foot away from my face. Bam was giving me a look that said "What the hell?" Novak and Dunn were laughing hysterically. "I know, I know. Stop worrying so much". I stood up and walked into the hall. "Faith, stop yellin' You'll never believe where I am!I am at Castle Bam!! I'm partying with everybody, Bam and Ville's on the way!!"I said. "Uh-huh sure real funny dip-shit. Now where are you?" I was getting annoyed that she didn't believe me so I returned to the living room. "Alright" I said. "If you don't believe me then here!" I passed the phone to Bam and he mouthed "Who is it?" I replied "Just talk" he rolled his eyes and moved the phone to his ear."Hello"he said "Yeah this is Bam, yeah she's here.And? Oh fucking well" and he closed the phone and tossed it to me. "Why'd you hang up on her?" I asked him "She was blabbering on and I didn't want to hear it now." he replied with a smile.I had to laugh. Only Bam I thought. I sat back down on the couch and we continued our coversation. Bam and I were debating which H.I.M. song is the best. "I think it's Sigillum Diaboli" Bam said."Yeah thats a cool song, but Love You Like I Do is better." I argued. He smiled. He leaned in to my ear and whispered "No-one will Love You Like I Do., babe" Holy Crap I thought.
Thanks for the comments!! Comments and con-crit welcome. I've hit a case of writers block in the next chapter so any good ideas or anything let me know. I'll keep writing, but it'll take longer than usual. sorry!
-himgirl
It's All Tears As it seems,Bam was right. Business did pick up. Since the owners were on vacation, I was the only one working. After an hour people passed by they noticed Bam's presence. They would walk by, look in the window and see Bam lounging in a fold-up chair by the counter and immeadiately get out their cellphones.Within an hour or two the shop was flooded with customers wanting to buy mechandise for Bam to autograph. I think that every skater kid in town showed up. Every thing calmed down as the evening began. Bam and I were counting the money we made from today's business in back as I heard the door open. I went to the counter to see who It was and was greeted by noneother than The Finnish Beauty."Hello Darling." he said as he rested his elbows on the counter. I couldn't help but to fight with myself to keep from drooling.God he's gorgous I thought.He wore his Black beanie,black slacks and a black sabbath t-shirt exposing his tattooed arm. After a moment of sweet bliss in between us,I was brought back to reality by Bam's voice. "Hey Bam-Bam"said Ville."What have you been doing all day?"."I've been here helping Ana with work. What's up?" replied Bam. "I just wanted to tell you I have a radio show to do,and I'll be back later to party.What time are you leaving here?"said Ville. Bam turned to me and asked"Babe?" "Well I only have a few more things to do and then we can leave." " Where do you want to meet up?" "My house" replied Bam "alright I'll be there as soon as I'm done." said Ville and then with another handshake he left. We cleaned up and then locked up and left. We got into the lambo and after 10 minutes of driving I notice a familiar driveway I'd seen so many times. We'd arrived at Castle Bam. Bam got out came around and got me. He took my hand and led me into the house. The house was so unusally quiet. The next thing I heard was Bam yelling Ape! Ape! is Ville here yet?" "Then I heard a voice reply back "What now Bam?"Ape said as she appeared at the end of the hall."Is Ville here yet?"he repeated "No, at least I haven't seen him since this morning."answered Ape. "Well where is everybody else then?" Bam asked."There downstairs with Vito. Can I go now? I'm late for my art class." she grabbed her purse off the side table, dug out her keys and the slipped past us and out the door. "Are you ready, babe?" he asked me,pointing his arm down the hall.As we started down the hall, I was startled by the sudden warmth of his gloved hand in mine. My eyes trailed to our hands intwined, and then I looked to him and caught his eye. He looked at me and smiled with a small laugh in his throat. We were at top of the stairs now, and I heard muffled voices coming from below. I was worried that they wouldn't like me. All my life I had the need to have people like me and make good first impressions. I was hoping for good luck. As it seems I'd struck gold (as far as first impressions go) with Bam and Ville.These thoughts for some reason forced my face to flush red. Bam saw me, and my eyes flew to my feet. Again, with a small laugh he lifted my face level with his.- Location:my room
- Mood:Venus Doomed with writers bloc
- Music:HIM-Kiss Of Dawn
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It's All Tears
A Fan Fiction
Chap.1
I was so excited. I was so close to my dream finally coming true. Our band was opening for H.I.M."Chill Out, Bobert"said Faith. "It looks like you're going to have a nervous breakdown." "But I can't" I said to her. Faith has been my best friend since middle school. She is about six inches taller than I am. (She always has been.) She has long red hair. She is average weight and has dark brown eyes and glasses. She also played keyboards in our band " Do you by any chance, have a clue about what I've done to get us this job?" I said. " Yeah, but you are really beginning to scare me."said Faith. Even though it had to be at least a hundred degrees outside, I was shivering from nervous enegy. I had my favorite "vans" hoodie on with my tight black jeans and gray beanie to cover my dirty-blonde hair.The van came to a halt and I looked up from my laptop. There was Brandon. He was also one of my best friends. He was sitting in the carport. When he saw the van he grabbed his stuff and walked down the driveway to meet us. He was the same height as me, with brown hair and his newly added blonde highlights. He wore his favorite black baggy jeans and tight red t-shirt that hardly fit his skinny frame. He was our drummer. "Hurry up and hop in boy."I said. He opened the side door and gabbed his seat next to me. "So where next?" shouted Eric from the front seat. "Bryan and Jasmine's" Said Faith."O.K." he said. Eric is my big brother and though he's not on the band, he still tags along to take care of me. We have always been close and we are like best friends. He usually drives us eveywhere and loves to hear our music as a reward when we get there.He is at least six feet tall with and aveage weight body, and his buzzed haircut as always. He looks like a younger vesion of our dad with his blue eyes and facial definitions.He wore baggy jeans and a faded black "Metallica" T-shirt and a baseball cap with "The Headbangers Ball" logo on it."So what's the plan here?"Brandon asked me."Well right now we are picking up Bryan and Jasmine, then heading to get lunch and then heading off to the club in Bristow to get ready."I said. He looked over to my laptop screen, and asked" Whatcha workin' on?" "Advertisments for the club." I replied."Cool"said Brandon.Eric shouted back to me"I have to take this next left to get to their house right Pink?""Yeah, but stop calling me Pink!"If you ae wondering, Pink is a family nickname and it just bings back alot of memories, both good and bad so I'm trying to block them out. Being startled out of my fantasy world by Faith's voice yelling I focused again."It's this one!" yelled Faith. Eric slammed on the brakes and Faith flew off her seat and did a faceplant on the van floor. I had to laugh and so did Brandon. It was just so hilarious!"Shut Up" she snapped."Sorry, I couldn't help it you should have seen youself!" I said."Uh-huh Laugh it up you idiots" she said We hopped out of the van to greet Bryan and Jasmine and help with their guitars and equipment."Hey Guys" Brandon said. I hopped out of the van and gave Bryan and Jasmine hellos. Bryan and Jasmine are close friends of ours. They are brother and sister.If you didn't know them well you'd think they were twins. Bryan is the oldest and the more childish. Jasmine is younger and the mature one. Jasmine is taller but only by around five inches.They both are skinny and have light brown hair. They are the guitarists in our band. We walked around behind the van and opened the back doors to put the equipment in."C'mon guys" yelled Eric "If you don't hurry up we'll hit rush hour traffic and be late!" After hopping into the van, we grabbed a quick McDonalds lunch on our way out of town. We finally pulled up to the club and I immeadiately saw the crowd.It was at least 3 hours until the show started and the line was filling the parking lot and only growing bigger."Holy-Shit" I said. "What are you flipping out about?"asked Brandon "Sure this crowd is big, but it brings in lots of money and publicity!"he said. We grabbed our equipment and hurried around to the performer's entrance. Since we were the opening act we quickly set up our stuff. Since we still had at least and hour or two til' the doors opened,I headed to the bar to get some beer.Dustin, the bartender greeted me as I sat on a stool. I knew Dustin for a long time and he owned the bar. We always came there to play we were the hit of the bar and kept coming back every week."What'll it be then Ana?"asked Dustin."Same as always"I replied. When Dustin returned with my beer, we chatted a few minutes because were practically alone at the bar."So whats new with D.Y.?" Nothing really, I'm just so excited about tonight. We are opening for H.I.M. the best band ever and my favorite band." After chatting a while longer I looked at my watch, and noticed the doors would be opening pretty soon.I thanked Dustin and headed backstage for make-up and to prep for our gig. In the hallway, I noticed that Dustin put up the new posters for the band.We looked so weird. Unlike our real selfs almost.I went to the green room, grabbed my make-up stuff and went to the bathroom.10 minutes later I was disturbed by a knock on the door.Just as I went to open the door I heard it. A luscious forign accent.I thought to myself.It couldn't be It's probably just one of the guys trying to tease me or maybe not. I reached for the doorknob and was greeted by the gorgous Finnish Beauty and Bam Margera.
- Location:My room
- Mood:
nervous - Music:HIM-Beyond redemption
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