- Location:tech ed in
- Mood:
bored - Music:lollipop-lil wayne
It’s All Tears
Chapter One
Rushing out the door, I shoved my key in the lock and took off to my car. I threw my plaid purse in the passenger seat before starting her up. My heart was beating against my chest. I couldn’t wait for the show tonight. I’ve been to countless shows. Being that my band played there a lot, I knew a lot of the staff at the club, which could pay off tonight. I hoped.
I stopped in front of the house just a couple blocks down from mine. Gage ran down the driveway in his socks, carrying a duffle bag and his platform boots. He was a question mark to most people, but he is one of my best friends. I’ve known him since I was in grade school. I remember watching as the other boys threw rocks at him in the middle of the playground just because he was different. It wasn’t until our freshmen year in high school that he told me he was homosexual. He was the bassist in my band.
"Is your bitch Clyde coming?" I asked as he tossed my purse to the floor of the car and hopped in.
"No, he has to work." He answered, closing the door. Gage was an average height, fairly skinny, and has shoulder length blonde hair that has blue tips in the front.
"So, it’s just you and I." I smiled. I couldn’t remember the last time it was just he and I at a show.
He shoved his boots on, before taking a look at me. "Damn, Ly-Ly, the pink and black looks sick. It turned out awesome. It makes your eyes look florescent green." He shook his head, "I should make you pay me for doing your hair so damn much."
I laughed, "Like that’ll ever happen."
It was only five o’clock when we reached the club. I parked in my reserved parking spot I had set up weeks ago, just behind the club. Fixing my bangs in the rear-view mirror I asked, "Do I look ok?"
"Damn sexy, babe." He said opening his door.
I stepped out of the car, putting on my sunglasses. I wore my converse as always, along with a pair of tight black jeans and a white and black striped tank top.
He threw his arm around my neck as we made our way along the line, stopping to great familiars at the club that knew of my band. All the way to the front we went, stopping just before Tony, who was on guard duty.
"Just as expected . . . Evening, Ly-Ly." Tony’s heavy voice roared. He was large man, and his baldhead reflected the hot October sun.
I smiled, "Of course, babe."
He blushed, as always. "Don’t start trouble this time." He said before opening the gate to let me in.
I laughed, "Then don’t let anyone grab my tit this time, babe." I yelled as I was already in the courtyard.
Alex stood just by the door to the club, smoking a cigarette. He was younger than more of the staff, and the only one that knew my real name. "Hey, Lyla." He said waving. "Gage, what’s up?" He asked, giving Gage his manly handshake. "Nice playing the other night, dude."
The door closed behind us as we made our way straight to the bar. The place full of security and crews finishing up a last minute setting up.
"Jimmy!" I yelled, as we sat on a stool.
The tall man behind the counter turned around, throwing up his arms, "Ly-Ly!" He reached for a hug over the counter as best he could. Jimmy was gorgeous, with very long dark-brown hair that went half way down his back. He was tan and thin. I had a tiny crush on him, but it was useless since he was Gage’s ex. "How’ve you been, girly?" He said, handing me a beer.
"What? No hello to me you dick?" Gage interrupted.
I looked at Gage, "Don’t start, babe."
Jimmy merely glanced at Gage and back to me. "So when’s the next DTS’s show?"
"What’s DTS?" A dark foreign voice asked, as it sat on the stool to my left.
I turned to look who it was, before my mouth flew open. "Holy-shit"
The Finnish beauty smiled, "Evening. You must be… I forgot the name. I saw the photos in the back, and this young man here speaks very highly of you." He said reaching his hand out, after pointing to Jimmy.
"Ly-Ly." I laughed, shaking his hand, totally blushing. He was even more stunning in person, I thought to myself.
"I’m Ville, although judging by the tattoo on your back, you already know that." He laughed, before adding, "Ly-Ly. That must be short for something?"
Jimmy and Gage laughed, knowing it was a long shot to ask me that. They quickly grew their own conversation.
I half-smiled before I added, "Not many know what that is."
Ville’s eyebrows went north, "Why is that?"
"I have my reasons."
"Very well." Ville nodded his head. "So, you haven’t answered my question yet."
I smiled, "You have asked a number of questions, which one?"
"What is DTS? I see it all over the walls here. I gather it’s a band. Is it yours?
I nodded, "Yes, well it’s not mine, but yes." I answered, before pointing to the tattoo on the side of my neck. It was a star with a tear halfway down the middle. "Destroy the Star."
"Interesting." He replied, before putting his cigarette out in the ashtray on the counter. "Well, it was a pleasure meeting you. I presume I will see you after the show." He winked before walking off and disappearing among the crew scattered about.
- Location:computer room
- Music:faith hill (ewwww)
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I woke up to the sound of my cell phone ringing, "Hello?" I asked trying to open my eyes enough to see around. "Hello my love, do you think that you could meet me at my house tonight? I will give you the directions."he said innocently I wondered for a split second before I realized that it was the mysterious man that had came to my house the night before. "I will but on only one condition." I said slightly smerking and half asleep. "...And that would be what my love?" he said in an uplifting voice. "You need to tell me your name,"I replied "Well if thats all it takes for you too come over then fine, my name is Jyrki." Jyrki? I could've sworn I had heard that name before, but where? "Ok then where do you live?" As he gave me the directions I slowly wrote them down, thinking about where I had heard the name Jyrki before. "Will I see you tonight?" he asked finishing up. "You can count on it." I said with excitement in my voice" Alright then love, I'll see you tonight, goodbye." "goodbye I said closing the phone, I then rolled over to go back to sleep, it was still too early for me to wake up.
I woke up at 12 o'clock knowing that this will be the last time I would sleep in 2 whole months. Yes the wonderful life of a vampire being able to only have to sleep for 6 hours every few months was very helpful, never once feeling tired. As I made my way into the kitchen, there was a presence. And better yet, an unknown prescence. Even though I could tell the person wasn't going to harm me, it still made me a little jumpy. "Hello? who's in here?" No answer. I brushed it off and went to the fridge. There were little bottles full of chilled cows blood, my favorite. You see I was never really taught to hunt like most, so I perfer the taste of cold cows blood more then any other animal. Opening the lid made my stomache twist and my mouth began to water. I slowly lifted the bottle to my mouth and began to drink and felt that delicious blood run down my throat.
I disgarded of the bottle into the nearest trashcan. You see, not worring where to dispose of a body is less stress I have to deal with. I walked up stairs still trying to think about where I had heard the name Jyrki before...."Was it a name I had heard on the street?" I thought out aloud. "Maybe thats where I heard it, I don't know, the important thing is that I know his name." I said once again saying my thoughts aloud. Just then my bedroom door opened. "Darling I haven't seen you in a while!" I spun around to see a average looking man, in his mid twenties or at least thats what it looked like. "JUSSI! what the bloody hell are you doing here, What the fuck are you doing in my house, But most of all Why the fuck did you come back?!?" I snapped, as I felt anger rising up inside of me. "Now, now darling not so many questions."he replied "Don't ever fucking call me darling again you fucking creep!" "Well I think if I used the door this would be more of welcome visit."he said " you'll never be welcome in this house!!", I told you never to show your face around here again." "What can I say darling I missed you."he said approaching. "If you take another step I swear I will blow your fucking brains out!" backing up with his hands up "Sorry!! I just wanted to tell you that the Jyrki you speak of is no more then another vampire wanting only your blood."he stated "How the hell would you know anything about him? And why the hell would you care to tell me?"I screamed at him "i was just sayin" he finished slowly backing up then disappearing.
Jussi was my ex, before I found out that he was only using me for my blood. On a warm summer's night he almost killed me. We were right by the bay shore. things were getting really heated. He started kissing me, twisting and rolling his tounge all over my mouth. slowly moving the straps of my bra from my shoulders. Then kissing my neck ever so slightly, then the kissing turned into his tounge slowly moving around then nipping of my skin. Then the nipping became into larger bites, then he hit my vein with his sharp fangs. A scream of pain only made him keep biting. "Jussi what are you doing? Stop it hurts! Please stop!" but he only kept biting slowly drinking my blood. As I started to feel week I tried to push him off but I couldn't. "Get the fuck off me!" I said with a great push, he flew back and landed in the water. That night I told him to never show his face to me or it would be the last thing he did.
20 years ago it happened, I still try to forget. The thought that I actually tought I loved him, sickened me to the point I thought I might throw up. Oh well he was gone know so he was in the back of my mind. Yet I kept wondering if what he said about Jyrki was true. "It can be, he only wants me back to try and kill me again" I said talking to myself. "Thats all, now I need to pick out an outfit for tonight." I opened my closet doors. I pulled out a blood red dress with a black spider print lace on the bottom. "this will do." I pulled it out laying it on my bed, "now for shoes?" I pulled out black high-heeled sandles what had a little buckle on the side. " these will do." I walked into my bathroom and turned on the water. As the air began to fill with fog I closed the door behind me.
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- Location:living room(again)
- Mood:
amused - Music:tv
Chapter One
Vampire Love
by
himgirl94 and stonecoldblood
As I sat looking out the window all I saw was a single lighting bolt go across the sky every few minutes. All I heard was the sound of thunder crashing in my ear. When was he going to be here? Was he even coming? I mean he said he would. Should I call him or wait till he came knocking on my door? These questions wondered in my brain. Will he be the same as when we last saw each other? it wasn't that long ago, but maybe it was just an act. All of a sudden the headlights of a black Lamborghini Diablo came rolling up in my long twisting driveway. As the car came to a halt I saw a figure slowly come out of the car and approached the long wooden door at the front of the house.
Three knocks on the door and one ring of the bell told me the man of unknown mystery to me had arrived. Walking to the door I noticed that I was about to let a compleate stranger into my house, but something inside me strived to let him in. As I opened the door ever so slowy I heard a low, deep voice "I didn't think that you would let me in." "Why would I give you my address if I wasn't going to open the door?" I said smerking as I led him into the house. "Well that's a good question, but you never really know around here." he said lifting my hand to his mouth, he then placed a small loving kiss on the backside of my hand. "You know I'm no one special, you didn't need to dress up for me." "What do you mean? I'm not dressed up." I said in a defending voice. "Oh really? so your telling me that you always wear long black formal gowns around your house? Do you always put your hair back ever so neatly? And do you always wear that mystifing make up on your eyes around the house when you are here alone?" he said looking deep into my eyes. "Well do you always ask so many questions?" I said trying to break the hold he had on me. Then he just smiled and glanced away. "Lets go into the living room and get more aquainted." I went ahead of him to show the way.
"This house is really impressive." he said looking around. "I guess it is, I really don't pay that much attion to it anymore." I then sat on a large blood red velvet couch. "Do you live here alone?" He said taking the seat right next to me. "Yes I do actually." "suprising you don't have anyone living with you in here" as I looked at him I saw him tracing the room. "Why is that?" "Well you look like you would have a special someone in your life." I dropped my head down. "No one really knows about me, nor does anyone care." my voice was now starting to crack. "Why is that?" he said now lifting up my chin and looking into my eyes. "Everyone is gone, my mother my father, sister and brother. Nor do I have any grandparents either. I am the last Zisemore to live, the last Zisemore to have all this unneeded wealth." I said lowering my head again. "I'm so sorry I didn't mean to bring up any unwanted memories" he said wiping a tear that was falling down my cheek."Its ok, I remember it alot its so hard to forget when you have nothing else to do."
You see I am no a normal person to say, oh no anything but normal. I was a daughter of the night, satan's child, yes indeed I was a vampire. My family how ever didn't have the same gene as me, which was very stange indeed. How could I, being born to two mortal humans be a vampire? How was I suppose to know that I would look like I was 20 forever and never age again? I didn't and by the time I figured it out it was too late. You see I use to live with my grandparents and parents along with my sister and brother. At the age of 13 my hunger pains for blood began and for me I had no clue what I was doing. In one night I had killed everyone in the house, by the time the clock stroke midnight, every one in the house was long gone. Do I blame myself? the answer is yes, no matter what I always will. I could see the mystery man looking at me, deep into my eyes like he could read all thoughts. I wondered to myself if he could...no it was highly impossible, or was it? Did I really find a son of the night? the son of satan?No. Never in a thousand years. It couldn't happen. I don't deserve love. I killed my family, and no one who commits a crime that evil doesn't deserve happiness
"Whats wrong?" he asked still gazing deeply into my eyes. "Nothing at all, just remembering the past."I said once again breaking the hold he had on my eyes. "I see, you know it can't be your fault." he said lifting up my chin. Suddenly out of now where he placed a small soft luring kiss on my lips. At first I tried to resist, but I just couldn't. I went for everything he was going to offer. I quickly answerd his first kiss with a long deep passionate kiss, giving him almost all of what I had, our tounges wrestling in each others mouth. I was enjoying it soo much that I didn't even noticed that he was slowly kissing down my neck. It felt so good I couldn't reists letting out a slight moan. I quickly pulled away being sure not to give him anymore head way. For now my stomach was starting to twist and turn, my hunger raising to an all time high.
"I am so sorry, but you need to leave now." I said rising to my feet. "What's the hurry love? I didn't mean to scare you off." he said lifting himself off the couch. "No its just....... I paused searching for an excuse" its getting late and I have a busy day tomarrow..... but come back tomarrow night if you can."I finally finished "I'll be here at 8 o'clock Kat." he said walking to the door. As we reached the door I remembered that I never told him that my name was Kat...so how did he know? "If you don't mind me asking how do you know my name?" I said opening the door. "let's just say I know alot more then what you know I do." he said leaning in for one more kiss. I couldn't help but close my eyes, when I opened them the car and the man was gone. As I walked in the house I couldn't recall his name...what was it? did he even tell me? No I don't think he did. I thought "Holy crap" I was just making out with a complete stranger. I mean I didn't know his name but he knew mine. That's weird. I walked into the house closing the front door behind me. A sudden feeling of hunger rose again and I headed for the kitchen for some blood. As I walked, I was deep in my own thoughts. "Why did I even tell him to leave?" I couldn't figure it out. I mean it wasn't like I didn't enjoy the kiss, but some unknown part of me was trying to tell me something. I didn't know why. All I knew was that part didn't want to hurt him.
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- Location:living room
- Mood:
bitchy - Music:69 eyes-lost boys
- Location:my friends house
- Mood:
awake - Music:none
A Fan Fiction
Chap.4
He looked into my eyes, and I swear he must've read my mind. "Nervous babe?" he asked me. I shook my head yes and he replied "I thought so. Don't worry babe. You're awesome and they'll be fine. You shouldn't worry so much" I smiled in spite of myself. He gave me a kiss on the cheek, and I was ready. I felt fearless. Nothing could stop the invincible me!! Yet again our hands intwined, and we walked downstairs. Everyone was crowded around the pirate bar talking on Vito. They were shouting stupid random phrases. Obviously drunk.Bam caught everybody's attention by saying "Eww Vito, you still have that minghagin' ass toe?" Vito just yelled some sort of gibberish reply, which I translated into a "yes". Everyone finally noticed I was there. I guess they weren't surpised of my presence. Novak came towards us, and handed Bam a beer. He turned towards me, and asked "One for you, pretty lady?"I nodded. Novak and the group seemed happy. All of his friends were there. Novak, Dunn, Glomb, Dico, Raab, and Rake. At some point Bam moved the party upstairs, and we were sitting on the black leather couch. Everyone was relaxing, talking and drinking their beers. The sound of my phone ringing from inside my pocket disturbed our conversation. I took it out, read the screen and flipped it open."Hello?" I said into the phone. The sudden sound of Faith's voice surprised me. "Bobert? Bobert, where the hell are you? I haven't seen you since the club last night! You just disappeared!" At that point the phone was a foot away from my face. Bam was giving me a look that said "What the hell?" Novak and Dunn were laughing hysterically. "I know, I know. Stop worrying so much". I stood up and walked into the hall. "Faith, stop yellin' You'll never believe where I am!I am at Castle Bam!! I'm partying with everybody, Bam and Ville's on the way!!"I said. "Uh-huh sure real funny dip-shit. Now where are you?" I was getting annoyed that she didn't believe me so I returned to the living room. "Alright" I said. "If you don't believe me then here!" I passed the phone to Bam and he mouthed "Who is it?" I replied "Just talk" he rolled his eyes and moved the phone to his ear."Hello"he said "Yeah this is Bam, yeah she's here.And? Oh fucking well" and he closed the phone and tossed it to me. "Why'd you hang up on her?" I asked him "She was blabbering on and I didn't want to hear it now." he replied with a smile.I had to laugh. Only Bam I thought. I sat back down on the couch and we continued our coversation. Bam and I were debating which H.I.M. song is the best. "I think it's Sigillum Diaboli" Bam said."Yeah thats a cool song, but Love You Like I Do is better." I argued. He smiled. He leaned in to my ear and whispered "No-one will Love You Like I Do., babe" Holy Crap I thought.
Thanks for the comments!! Comments and con-crit welcome. I've hit a case of writers block in the next chapter so any good ideas or anything let me know. I'll keep writing, but it'll take longer than usual. sorry!
-himgirl
It's All Tears As it seems,Bam was right. Business did pick up. Since the owners were on vacation, I was the only one working. After an hour people passed by they noticed Bam's presence. They would walk by, look in the window and see Bam lounging in a fold-up chair by the counter and immeadiately get out their cellphones.Within an hour or two the shop was flooded with customers wanting to buy mechandise for Bam to autograph. I think that every skater kid in town showed up. Every thing calmed down as the evening began. Bam and I were counting the money we made from today's business in back as I heard the door open. I went to the counter to see who It was and was greeted by noneother than The Finnish Beauty."Hello Darling." he said as he rested his elbows on the counter. I couldn't help but to fight with myself to keep from drooling.God he's gorgous I thought.He wore his Black beanie,black slacks and a black sabbath t-shirt exposing his tattooed arm. After a moment of sweet bliss in between us,I was brought back to reality by Bam's voice. "Hey Bam-Bam"said Ville."What have you been doing all day?"."I've been here helping Ana with work. What's up?" replied Bam. "I just wanted to tell you I have a radio show to do,and I'll be back later to party.What time are you leaving here?"said Ville. Bam turned to me and asked"Babe?" "Well I only have a few more things to do and then we can leave." " Where do you want to meet up?" "My house" replied Bam "alright I'll be there as soon as I'm done." said Ville and then with another handshake he left. We cleaned up and then locked up and left. We got into the lambo and after 10 minutes of driving I notice a familiar driveway I'd seen so many times. We'd arrived at Castle Bam. Bam got out came around and got me. He took my hand and led me into the house. The house was so unusally quiet. The next thing I heard was Bam yelling Ape! Ape! is Ville here yet?" "Then I heard a voice reply back "What now Bam?"Ape said as she appeared at the end of the hall."Is Ville here yet?"he repeated "No, at least I haven't seen him since this morning."answered Ape. "Well where is everybody else then?" Bam asked."There downstairs with Vito. Can I go now? I'm late for my art class." she grabbed her purse off the side table, dug out her keys and the slipped past us and out the door. "Are you ready, babe?" he asked me,pointing his arm down the hall.As we started down the hall, I was startled by the sudden warmth of his gloved hand in mine. My eyes trailed to our hands intwined, and then I looked to him and caught his eye. He looked at me and smiled with a small laugh in his throat. We were at top of the stairs now, and I heard muffled voices coming from below. I was worried that they wouldn't like me. All my life I had the need to have people like me and make good first impressions. I was hoping for good luck. As it seems I'd struck gold (as far as first impressions go) with Bam and Ville.These thoughts for some reason forced my face to flush red. Bam saw me, and my eyes flew to my feet. Again, with a small laugh he lifted my face level with his.- Location:my room
- Mood:Venus Doomed with writers bloc
- Music:HIM-Kiss Of Dawn
A Fan Fiction
Chap.3
It's All TearsNext thing I knew, I saw sunlight through my eyelids.This brought me from my deep sleep and I smelled an unfamiliar smell. I immediately sat up and to my suprise, guess who was there. Ville of course. He was perched at the end of the bed, with a cigarette in his mouth and wearing his black beanie, his rose print jacket, and black tight jeans."Good Morning darling." He smiled at me as my eyes scanned the room in awe."What exactly, happened last night?" I asked him."Nothing Of that sort darling. Bam and I found you on the couch after the concert and brought you here."he said "Oh thanks"I said. I looked at my watch and said"Oh crap I'm gonna be late!""Late?Late for what darling?"said Ville."Work!"I said before throwing off the blanket, and realizing that I had nothing on but a t-shirt and some baggy shorts.Ville giggled as I ran about the room looking for my clothes. I flew into the bathroom and got dressed, brushed my teeth with my finger, and went back into the bedroom. I slipped on my camoflage sneakers and socks and stood up.I looked at Ville and he said"Have a good day,darling."As I left the room I bumped into Bam. He said"What's the rush Ana?""I gotta get to work"I replied.Hold on a minute, and I'll drive you. He ran into the room said a quick hello to Ville and met me back outside. "Let's go"he said. I followed him back downstairs and he led me to the parking deck. He took a car beeper out of his pocket and I heard it beep I looked up and saw the taillights to the purple lambo flash."Whoa-you brought the lambo?"I asked. "How much do you know about me?"he said."Believe me,I practically idolized you. "Cool dude, I've never been idolized before" We left the space and drove down to the street. "Where do you work?"He asked "Skatearama,my friends own it" After driving a few minutes I finally broke the silence by saying " Do you even know where this place is?"."No" "And this would be the explanation behind us doing donuts in a parking lot?" I said" Yeah, pretty much. Did you just now realize we were doing donuts in the middle of a parking lot?" he said"maybe" I said. "Well, It's 2 blocks straight..." "Which way would be straight considering we are still doing donuts?" he asked me."Well stop doing damn donuts, and that sounds wrong!!" I cried out.The lambo came to a immeadiate halt, and we nearly flew out of our seats. I continued"Straight is to your left.Then make a sharp right and go down the hill until you see a big sign that says Skaterama."As we took off from the parking lot I realized how awesome this was. In only a matter of days I'd met my two idols, hugged the Finnish beauty,opened for H.I.M.,and I was now riding in Bam's purple LAMBO!. Something very new to a girl from Hagerstown MD and a band from her garage. As we pulled up at Skatearama Bam parked and shut off the Lambo.I was getting my stuff together and when I turned to thank Bam he wasn't there.He was looking down at me from outside the car. He opened the door and helped me out." Well thanks for everything Bam" I said. Before I could walk away he said"You know it's not really themusic I'm after. It's you.I don't know.Ever since we hung out at the club, I had a feeling about you." I hated to tear myself from loving that moment, but I had to get inside." I gotta go,Bam" I said. "You mean WE gotta go" he replied with the mischievious smile slowly growing on his face."What do you mean WE gotta go?"I said."I was gonna hang around with you today."he said "I think once everyone notices I'm here,business will pick up,and besides I have nothing else to do." "Well, fine only if my boss is ok with it and if you don't get into any trouble.I replied Anyways with that smile on his face how could I say no. As we turned to walk inside,I felt the warmth of his hand grip mine and I blushed.
- Location:my room
- Music:HIM-The Sacrament
It's All Tears
A Fan Fiction
Chap.2
Before I could say anything he spoke."Hello Darling"said Ville. I was stunned.Ever since I was started the band I wanted to meet the Infamous Ville Valo and Bam Margera.All I could do was think Holy-crap to myself."You look familiar"said Bam"Are you the girl from the band everyone's talking about around here?"he said. I said "Yes, I'm Ana" and he said"I thought so, you guys look like you are pretty good." We got chatting and eventually headed back to the green room.Ville had to check on something, and Bam went to the bathroom.The whole band was there."Did you enjoy your present?"everyone asked."You asses sent them to suprise me?"I said. They all shook their heads yes."Well, thanks, but next time you suprise me with my idols it'd be nice to have a little warning"I replied sarcastically.Then Ville and Bam re-entered the room. I was once again greeted by the"Hello, darling" that seemed to melt my insides. we sat down on the only empty remaining couch.It was Ville,Me, and Bam. We talked and I told them about the band, and introduced them to everybody until Bam's cellphone chirped. He took it out of his pocket, and when he read it he stood and told us he'd be right back. After about 5 mins he returned. He said" Hey Ville, I gotta run but I'll be back later" Then they did some sort of handshake and Bam left. The stage guy came to us a half-hour later and told us we'd be on in 5 minutes. I grabbed my stuff and headed towards the stage.I could hear the hundreds of people in the crowd cheering in anticipation as the stage guy told them it would only be 5 more minutes. I was standing just off stage looking at the crowd when Ville came up behind me and put his hand on my left shoulder.Startled I looked back and calmed down when I realized it was him. He saw the worry in my eyes, and said sofly"Don't worry darling, even though it's alot of people,the'll love you.Good luck darling,I'll be watching." And then he was gone. Next thing I knew it was time. We were announced and I shed my hoodie and my dunken self rushed onto the stage. Before we started I wanted to pump up the crowd. "Hello everybody!" I screamed into the mic.The crowd cheered as the band was setting up for the first song.I looked back to where I was standing off-stage and saw Ville smiling his beautiful smile at me. I turned back around and faced the audience."Are you ready to rock?" I asked them. The deafining roar that replied I took as a yes.Brandon kicked of the beat and I waited for my entrance. That night I think I played better than ever. I don't know wether it was the fact my musical idol, and possibly hottest man on earth was watching, or the encouragement fom the huge crowd that gave me the bravery to play my heart out. After we finished our third song, I intoduced H.I.M. and walked off stage. Ville waited for me as the rest of the band switched off stage." You guys were awesome!" Then he pulled me into a hug I didn't expect.I stayed there for a minute and enjoyed being in his arms and the way he smelled. I could've stood there all day.When we broke away from each other, he said "That was impressive darling" and went onto stage.After the shock wore off, I hurried into the crowd to watch them. They played my favorite song"Heartache Every Moment" first. I stood close to the stage hoping to catch Ville's eye. And I did. After he stumbled over his lyrics, he smiled and winked at me.I stayed like that until the beer I had finally hit my stomach and I felt nausious. So I went backstage and layed on one of the couches, closed my eyes and listened to the sweet music coming through the walls. All I remember is the music and then darkness.
^_^ thanks for commenting this story. hope you like this chapter. sorry it's so short. the next one is longer.Please comment. constructive citicism welcome!
~Ana~
- Location:My room
- Mood:
Very very happy!!!! - Music:HIM-Sweet Pandemonium
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It's All Tears
A Fan Fiction
Chap.1
I was so excited. I was so close to my dream finally coming true. Our band was opening for H.I.M."Chill Out, Bobert"said Faith. "It looks like you're going to have a nervous breakdown." "But I can't" I said to her. Faith has been my best friend since middle school. She is about six inches taller than I am. (She always has been.) She has long red hair. She is average weight and has dark brown eyes and glasses. She also played keyboards in our band " Do you by any chance, have a clue about what I've done to get us this job?" I said. " Yeah, but you are really beginning to scare me."said Faith. Even though it had to be at least a hundred degrees outside, I was shivering from nervous enegy. I had my favorite "vans" hoodie on with my tight black jeans and gray beanie to cover my dirty-blonde hair.The van came to a halt and I looked up from my laptop. There was Brandon. He was also one of my best friends. He was sitting in the carport. When he saw the van he grabbed his stuff and walked down the driveway to meet us. He was the same height as me, with brown hair and his newly added blonde highlights. He wore his favorite black baggy jeans and tight red t-shirt that hardly fit his skinny frame. He was our drummer. "Hurry up and hop in boy."I said. He opened the side door and gabbed his seat next to me. "So where next?" shouted Eric from the front seat. "Bryan and Jasmine's" Said Faith."O.K." he said. Eric is my big brother and though he's not on the band, he still tags along to take care of me. We have always been close and we are like best friends. He usually drives us eveywhere and loves to hear our music as a reward when we get there.He is at least six feet tall with and aveage weight body, and his buzzed haircut as always. He looks like a younger vesion of our dad with his blue eyes and facial definitions.He wore baggy jeans and a faded black "Metallica" T-shirt and a baseball cap with "The Headbangers Ball" logo on it."So what's the plan here?"Brandon asked me."Well right now we are picking up Bryan and Jasmine, then heading to get lunch and then heading off to the club in Bristow to get ready."I said. He looked over to my laptop screen, and asked" Whatcha workin' on?" "Advertisments for the club." I replied."Cool"said Brandon.Eric shouted back to me"I have to take this next left to get to their house right Pink?""Yeah, but stop calling me Pink!"If you ae wondering, Pink is a family nickname and it just bings back alot of memories, both good and bad so I'm trying to block them out. Being startled out of my fantasy world by Faith's voice yelling I focused again."It's this one!" yelled Faith. Eric slammed on the brakes and Faith flew off her seat and did a faceplant on the van floor. I had to laugh and so did Brandon. It was just so hilarious!"Shut Up" she snapped."Sorry, I couldn't help it you should have seen youself!" I said."Uh-huh Laugh it up you idiots" she said We hopped out of the van to greet Bryan and Jasmine and help with their guitars and equipment."Hey Guys" Brandon said. I hopped out of the van and gave Bryan and Jasmine hellos. Bryan and Jasmine are close friends of ours. They are brother and sister.If you didn't know them well you'd think they were twins. Bryan is the oldest and the more childish. Jasmine is younger and the mature one. Jasmine is taller but only by around five inches.They both are skinny and have light brown hair. They are the guitarists in our band. We walked around behind the van and opened the back doors to put the equipment in."C'mon guys" yelled Eric "If you don't hurry up we'll hit rush hour traffic and be late!" After hopping into the van, we grabbed a quick McDonalds lunch on our way out of town. We finally pulled up to the club and I immeadiately saw the crowd.It was at least 3 hours until the show started and the line was filling the parking lot and only growing bigger."Holy-Shit" I said. "What are you flipping out about?"asked Brandon "Sure this crowd is big, but it brings in lots of money and publicity!"he said. We grabbed our equipment and hurried around to the performer's entrance. Since we were the opening act we quickly set up our stuff. Since we still had at least and hour or two til' the doors opened,I headed to the bar to get some beer.Dustin, the bartender greeted me as I sat on a stool. I knew Dustin for a long time and he owned the bar. We always came there to play we were the hit of the bar and kept coming back every week."What'll it be then Ana?"asked Dustin."Same as always"I replied. When Dustin returned with my beer, we chatted a few minutes because were practically alone at the bar."So whats new with D.Y.?" Nothing really, I'm just so excited about tonight. We are opening for H.I.M. the best band ever and my favorite band." After chatting a while longer I looked at my watch, and noticed the doors would be opening pretty soon.I thanked Dustin and headed backstage for make-up and to prep for our gig. In the hallway, I noticed that Dustin put up the new posters for the band.We looked so weird. Unlike our real selfs almost.I went to the green room, grabbed my make-up stuff and went to the bathroom.10 minutes later I was disturbed by a knock on the door.Just as I went to open the door I heard it. A luscious forign accent.I thought to myself.It couldn't be It's probably just one of the guys trying to tease me or maybe not. I reached for the doorknob and was greeted by the gorgous Finnish Beauty and Bam Margera.
- Location:My room
- Mood:
nervous - Music:HIM-Beyond redemption






